Just convalescing out of a viral fever, and not wanting to do anything taxing, I was exploring the paraphernalia in my house and discovered an old manuscript compiled by the Rev. Homer Morgan on the Wesleyan Service Guild. On the last page I found this poem that helped me realign all my doubts. I do not know who wrote it, but it gave clarity in vision. So here it is for your spiritual benefit:
In the long run all love is paid by love,
Though undervalued by the hosts of earth;
The great eternal government above
Keeps strict account and will redeem its worth.
Give thy love freely; do not count the cost;
So beautiful a thing was never lost
In the long run.